We all remember the sweetness of first love. It’s impression engraves itself in our minds for eternity. Those sweet memories are there to enjoy . . . to revel in when one has to escape the harsh realities of present life.
For some . . . the lucky ones . . . their first love is their true love. They don’t have to look back on those sweet memories, because their present moments are so engaging . . . so special that they don’t want to miss a second of their present with their love. They are the lucky ones.
I never believed in first love. I never believed in true love. I never believed in love. Period.
. . . . . . .
I was wrong . . . love does exist. I just wasn’t wrong about the pain it causes.
. . . . . . . .
When you meet someone for the first time . . .it’s amazing that you don’t know how important they will become in your life. Maybe . . . you don’t want to know.
. . . . . . . . . .
I fell in love. Me. The one who didn’t believe in love because of all that had gone on around me.
I fell and no one caught me. I didn’t think that in order to be happy in love, you have to be loved.
What did I do?
What could I do?
I moved on. There is one thing you should remember about life, even if you remember nothing else.
It goes on.
And you go along with it.
But one day . . .
We met again.
And . . .
I saw . . . .
. . . . . . . . .
It was hard to face how delusional I had really been.
There was no second chance at a first love.
There were no possibilities.
And I was left heartbroken once more.
This is my fourth fanfic. Well, as you can see, this is a story about Hua Ze Lei and Teng Tang Jing. I have to admit that I’ve never liked Lei (the character in the show, NOT the actor), largely because I never understood his character. And I felt that poor Jing was made the villain without any explanation as to what really happened between the two in France.
I thought I’d take this opportunity to explore the formation of their relationship, and see whether these two really belong together. (Of course I think they do, but doesn’t it sound cool if I say it like this?)
I hope you like the story. The other people from the MG world will be making an appearance, since I plan on making this a continuation of “Love is You”.